This has been a weird month for me...
1) I realize dating right after a break up is very discouraging.
2) There is something to be said about online dating...it's frustrating, people are extremely particular, you become one of those people ( I mean you become very snobbish.)
3) You can't heal wounds by replacing them with other things.
4) I am not patient at all.
I seem to be on a rush but where too... I have no idea. I just want something to happen but I am not sure what? I don't want children (not right now)and I certainly don't want to be in a long term relationship that I am not ready for, but I am looking. So what is really going on?
My projects are all held up because I am dating, going to school and trying to be more social which I found out the hard way takes money and time! But it's better being home wishing things would change....right?
Oh another thing I HATE SCHOOL!!!! But that's just part of the deal if I want a degree and do something with myself. Don't get me wrong, I love the idea of becoming a behavioral psychologist, it's the nonsense courses is what is bugging me.
Anyway I should be getting done with the dress and to help me through this weird time in my life I am doing more shoe shopping.
The black and red I already brought and the pretty in pink is one I will be getting. I LOVE SHOES!!!!!
Don't worry I will be making outfits soon.